the lugubrious blog
Saturday, March 27, 2021
Sunday, June 20, 2010
+++ Santo Pai +++
With the precious help of a few key mementos
-the angels which garnered his casket;
that picture of his and one of our Lord;
the framed picture of his patron saint
the portrait of Our Lady of Fatima
and his very own as well, another one
taken by me, lo, so many years ago-
I think of thee today,
father.
Father's Day will never be the same for me
- without you here.
Although I know
that you are still here.
E eu nunca me esquecerei...
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Labels: commemorative, pai, santo
Sunday, April 01, 2007
No April's Fool's Day joke.
I was standing on the surface of wet ground today, last year...
An excavated ominous piece of ground...
The forklift truck nearby,
After we were done -
Deep... As in six feet under...
On a first of April
Mother's wishes
Hey - her husband; her call to make...
But gee...
We're not jewish!
Anyway...
I need you so much closer
Than what you are now - my best friend
Rest In Peace
Rejoice With The Lord
We Shall See Each Other Again
AMEN
Labels: commemorative, pai
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
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This is the 22nd...
On this day, THE SAVIOUR WELCOMED MY FATHER INTO THE HEAVENS.
Exacty one year ago, later on today - around 4pm - it happened...
I saw my father die, right in front of me...
I will post a series of commemorative blog posts now - all across the TLB PRIME NETWORK!
Yes - I know father is still alive - in the greater sense
I miss his physical presence, which I had gotten so use to take care of...
to look after his best interests... to fight for... to champion...
I know that he should still be alive, physically speaking...
He was ill, but not so bad that he would be on death's threshold... he wasn't
Overnight, within mere moments, he was placed on death's threshold...
An afternoon nap that went terribly wrong -
for a variety of reasons
I can blame the medical staff, the original doctor, the pharmacist...
But it is a year now - a lawsuit action is not to be now, officially...
It wouldn't have brought back my father anyway...
(About the original doctor and the pharmacist: it wasn't either of them that told me something years ago; it was ANOTHER pharmacist who told me that father's medication wasn't adequate and then, when I confronted the doctor with that information, he changed it...
See - they sure WERE incompetents...
But it was not that incompetence alone that triggered my father's physical departure...)
My father departed this world at his most saintly-like behaviour...
I can only hope I will make my exit the same way...!
Unless the Lord Comes before I do...?
Labels: commemorative, father, joao, pai, santo
Watch
Morbid
Videos
now -
while
you still can...
- Hello (Evanescence)
- Empty Room (Marjorie Fair)
- Thriller (Michael Jackson)
- Zombies (Trailer) (Game Trailers)
- This Ain'T Living (Mo Thugs)
- Dark Is The Night (A-Ha)
- Keep It Dark (Genesis)
- Dark Age: Darkness Rising (Trailer) (Game Trailers)
- Dark Age Of Camelot (Trailer) (Game Trailers)
- Darkness, Darkness (Robert Plant)
- Heaven Knows (Robert Plant)
- Darkstalkers Psp (Trailer) (Game Trailers)
- Black Hole Sun (The Moog Cookbook)
- Blow Up The Outside World (Soundgarden)
- Awful (Hole)
- Last Train To Lhasa (Banco De Gaia)
- Mary Jane'S Last Dance (Tom Petty)
- I Miss You (Blink 182)
- Bark At The Moon (Ozzy Osbourne)
- Dreamer (Behind The Scenes) (Ozzy Osbourne)
- Last Night On Earth (U2)
- One Last Breath (Creed)
- Live And Let Die (Guns N' Roses)
- Live And Let Die (Paul Mccartney)
- Live And Let Die (Live At Mtv Awards) (Guns N' Roses)
- Die Another Day (Madonna)
- Died In Your Arms (Cutting Crew)
- Kiss Of Death (Voice In Time)
- Epro (Beck)
- Living Dead Girl (Rob Zombie)
- Dragular (Live On Merry Mayhem Tour) (Rob Zombie)
- Never Gonna Stop (Rob Zombie)
- King Of The Jailhouse (Aimee Mann)
- Strength To Endure (The Ramones)
- Myst V: End Of Ages (E3 2k5 Trailer) (Game Trailers)
- Hollywood Ending (Hayden)
- In The End (Linkin Park)
- The End Has No End (The Strokes)
- Over (Lindsay Lohan)
- Feel (Robbie Williams)
- Hurt (Johnny Cash)
- Train Of Thought (A-Ha)
- Hello The End (Alex Lloyd)
- Soul Meets Body (Death Cab For Cutie)
- Blood And Oranges (Viva Death)
- My Heart Will Go On (Love Theme From &Quot;Titanic&Quot;) (Celine Dion)
- I Am Alive (Stuart Little 2) (Celine Dion)
- Ghosts (Michael Jackson)
- Ghosts (Kerri Anderson)
- 13 Ghosts (Marshmallow Overcoat)
- Ghosts Along The Mississippi (Down)
- I Think Im A Clone Now (Evangelion)
- Going Under (Evanescence)
- Bring Me To Life (Evanescence)
- My Immortal (Evanescence)
- Say Anything (Aimee Mann)
- I Should'Ve Known (Aimee Mann)
- Stupid Thing (Aimee Mann)
- Funeral Song (The Rasmus)
- Buried Myself Alive (The Used)
- Haunted (Evanescence)
- The Funeral Of Hearts (H.I.M.)
- Wie Weit (Apocalyptica)
- The World Is Not Enough (Garbage)
- Life Burns (Ft. Lauri Ylonen) (Apocalyptica)
- Ride The Wings Of Pestilence (From First To Last)
- Bittersweet (Ft.Lauri Ylonen &Amp; Ville Valo) (Apocalyptica)
- Bittersweet Symphony (The Verve)
- Lost Boys (69 Eyes)
"Si tu veux pouvoir supporter la vie, sois prêt à accepter la mort!"
- Anonyme